Things...

Posting late on acout that I was buried alove under work and have onyl just managed to scramble my way out of it all :D
I had Hijama yesterday...(was used as a Guini pig for someone trying to perform it first time...I'm alive :D)...and am feeling slightly tired (more then usual anyway). As you can see from the posts below...I've been painting <_<. Unfortunatly It didn't go alltogether to well (you can tell). The canvaces looked fine...infact I was over the moon with them...BUT...I just had to make a mistake when i was doing the focus point in them (wording), and it all went wrong...they look awful and I'm currently in a foul mood. I've been told theres nothing wrong with them...But in my eyes there most certainly IS (self critisism?). Anyway, trial and error? maybe the next batch will be better :S I got a B+ for one of my essey...the other is yet to emerge from the teachers desk <_<. If its not a straight A...I may have the resolution to kill (no gues who it'll be :D)...lets face it...it took a LONG time to write. I'm feeling Gumpy. I have come to the sudden realisation that I'm not focusing enough on my Islamic knowlege. Happend when I was at a Halaqah, I was asked what interesting information I'd found throughout the week Islamicly to share...and? I was dummfounded and compleatly lost for words (sad eh?), I suppose it hit home. So thats somthing that needs working on (BIG time). I'm failing in my deen (not a nice feeling). Thing is a I never realised it. Now in reality (and if I could :D) I'd give myself a good kick in the ass...unfortunatly I can't so I'll just have to get going and start actualy DOING somthing benificial. And theres no point me learning and not putting it into action...thats another thing that needs working on. I think I might write a letter to my mate Ami...haven't talked to her in a LONG time (ever scince we stopped going to classes), Dunno, I think she might be lonely. She was having a tough time when I last talked to her. So I'll spread some love! :peace: Last week in classes My mate (sara) brang a vertual baby into school (I know I know...)first question that came to mind was "why?" second? I just laughed...I just can't get over the fact that its a whole GCSE (looking after a peice of plastic)....Most of the week she kept it in the wardrobe (managed to get her tag of without breaking it) (she has the right idea actualy :D). You know busses are a haven for queers? (and no I aint one of then rofl :D), I had two girls sitting behind me on the way to classes...they were both talking about there experiance of dyslexia and how it disables you. one of them suddenly diverted the convo and said:
"so when was the last time you talked to nafiza on smn?
" you wha? smn?"
"yeh u no...MI"
"MI wha? omg!"
"mnstant iessenger innit!...teh seriously! sup!?"
I know its bad but yeah...I nearnly fell foff my chair laughing (does that sound heartless?) But honest to god it was hilarious. Cheered me up no end (even though it was at the expense of somene else :S).

I'm riddled with Exema again...Grrr <_<

Blood

La cofee cofee

Woke up early today (yeah I know...talk about a miricle...I'm an awake one)...
Had to go out and do some shopping with mum...We stopped in a cafe on the way and had a milk cofee (with mums mate)...so that was kinda cool I gues...Onlt I finished two cups of cofee (over did it to be precise)...and to tell you the truth I'm hyper-active as it is...and two bouts of coffee in ten minuits is just a baaaaad idea...(well...lets just say I've had a very "jolly" day :D).

And... on my little troop to the market i also went to an Islamic book shop...and came across paintings made by people who've sold them to the book shop....*brain cells starting bubbling*...
sooo I've decided I might just have a go at painting some canvases to sell onto some book shopps...I've already started and iA it'll go well (you never know...)
So I've started with some designs and I'm going out tomorrow (hopefully) to get some matalic panits and some more oils so I can get started...

Early morning tomorrow...we have guests...We'll see how the day goes.

Islam'y art :D

(Oil & Ink)

<<>>TAggED<<>>

I've been tagged....Now the rules say you must tag six people in turn (but being a billy no mates means thats not possible *everyone say awwwww*)
The rules also say I must post ten interesting facts about myself...Thats also may not be possible (concidering I'm not an altogether very interesting person)....

And anyway rules are there to be broken...(at least thats one rule I live up to)

Ok, so I was tagged by seeking taqwa (AKA mummy!) , (now for the notsointeresting facts :D),

notsointeresting facts:

1)I was bald until the age of two and a half (so no...no pretty pics of me with pineapples etc...*sniff*)

2)I'm homeschooled (currently studying for my GCSE's...on my own :D)

3)On my first time ice scating some professional geezer *cough* *cough* decided to do a stunt in the midst of a group of people...and got his scate stuck in my leg...(I have a nasty scar)

4)I used to have an obsession with eating ice...which was killed when I at the age of seven couldn't find any cubes so decided it would be a good idea to lick the ice in the freezer instead...and got my tongue stuck to the freezer...screamed for help...and ended up having to be 'pulled' by two people before my tongue was dislodged from the ice. (happy memories eh lol)

5)At the age of seven (think its my unlucky number?), I was washing my rag doll (because thats clever in its self), and then decided to hang it out on the line to dry in the sun...being short I decided to use my brothers pram to help me reach the line...(didn't realise I'd been pegging my top to the line at the same time...not to mention the line was very high up) so you can only imagine what happend when I jumped off...yes, I was stuck hanging to the line...and worse of all the neighbours were having a BBQ....entertainment I suppose.

6)At ten I changed my name from Eemaan to habiba and then to maymunah...which stuck (well actualy may did...but same difference)

7)I have a beauty spot the size of a twenty pence peice on my shoulder blade

8)I have double vision (discoverd when I walked through someone....)

9)As a child I used to sleep walk (litrally), I could be taking a walk with my mum and would be sleeping and snoring....Weird

10)I can run on curled toes...Well hey no one else seems to be able to so its unique at least...


And in turn I'm tagging RIMA (blackhawk) and .....

(I think I'm going to have to go on a rampage looking for blogs to link upto now *gulp*)

(Q: how many interesting facts are you supposed to have obtained at sixteen?)

Feeling like a gorrila (Don't ask...)

(Converse in pastals...It looks flat :glares: <_<...it>
(Feeling slightly like a gorrila...*model: my brother...*his top* :D bless him he spent ages waiting while I got the poic done HAHA)

*CLAP*

I finaly (YES! finaly) managed to compleate the demon essey that was taking up so much time...its officialy six pages long...quite proud *blows her own trumpet* Its half decent AND presentable...what an acomplishment eh! lol...
I got a package in the post yesterday from my mate *yaaay*....full of lovely lil things that I adore mA...was so pleased when I got it!).
She sent me some buetiful lil pics...lip glosses...and chocolate (oh yes that was the best part...actualy the letter was :D).

(I'm thinking of inflicting myself with another carol ann duffy poem just for the heck of it....I need all the practice I can get right???)

(OH! and I've been tagged so I'll have to do a 10 weird fact post *not that I have any....But we'll see :D)

(Birthday card from my fwend JOOM! *she rocks* haha)
(Ok do loads of joom things today :D...she made a love bug...its gorgeous :wub:)
(and she made me an o so special charicture of jhonny depp...*everyone say Oooooooo*)
(and sent me a wubbly necklace....:wub: thnx joom your the best :hug:)

(the demon essey...actualy Quite proud of myself...I managed to compleate it...AND its half decent HAHA)

o_0

...Woke up this morning with a distinct pain in both eyes...Brother walked in " OH my god! what happend to your eyes!", Rushed down to the bathroom (as you do...when someone throws a comment like that) to find two current like things poking out from two huge puffed up flaps of skin (I know...But hey Its all for the effect ;)). I look like a japanese person gone horrible wrong...Could be the result of my new (and absoloutly gorgeous mA) olive eye liner...OR...just eye infection. Eather way...it HURTS! (and It looks dead ugly...*ahem*)
Spent the morning attempting to do an essey (Brain wouldn't function...unfortunatly)...Its a nice poem though (very interesting...and deep)...Its education for leisure By carol ann duffy (the title speeks for its self...very irinic, and sad...depending on what way you look at it).
I spent ages browsing the net for info on the poem...and by the time I'd compleated that...All the functioning brain cells left were on strike.
So today hasn't been a total faliure...But hasn't been entiraly succesful eather (is that bad or good?), eather way...I wasm't feeling up to it...So at least I got somthing done...(far better then nothing).
Classes have been going way better scince I've ditched the anoyence (actualy she did that herself)...eather way shes out of my hair...(I can breathe! *cheers*), and I was doing much better in class too (well..."alright" may be a better way to phrase it actualy).
I've been attempting to do a picture..Called 'raining death'...But I haven't got very far with it yet...Can't get anything into perspective...It almost like someones twisted the lense in my eye...everything comes out wrong (all the time), and its anoying and depressing.
I've been thinking about life ambitions (actualy I was playing a game and someone asked me what I've achived in my life...Yes, one of those iriitating games)...what am I expected to have achived at the age of sixteen? Or is that entiraly up to the individual? *ahem*...
Because when I look at it...it doesn't realy sum upto much...so maybe I should just delay the answer for a couple of years LOL...and hope that it brings somthing a little more interesting?
Anyway...back to life ambitions...artist or shrink? (don't pull that face...you know the face...the "what the bloody hell are you thinking" face)...Or then theres a teacher...Not to keen on the idea any more though...I wan't to do somthing that will bring out my best talents *ahem...* ..and I lack patience...so teacher may be a no no (but then it would be no no to shrink to?)

I'm not feeling up to bloging and all that at the moment (overdose?) Hence the lack of post.

Ethnic bling bling

I wen't out shppping yesterday...and then to the job centre with mum...(or was it the other way round? *thinks*)
On the way you (as usual) I had loads of verbal abuse chucked at me and my mum from ignorant idiots (otherwise known as stupid Brits), It just anoys me so much (I've given up feeling hurt...you only end up letting your self down more), you could be happily walking (minding your ow buisness) and then some ignorant idiot feels that its in his right to spil your day compleaty by throwing some trashy remark at you (and then they acuse you of being ignrant).
Its just the ignorance of it all, and the fact that people veiw it as somthing seemingly "normal". Turn the tables round though...if I had been walking down the street and verbaly abused someone (non-Muslim) Everyone would of been giving me greif...and It would be veiwd as wrong. How is that acceptable? and this country is supposed to be just? and accepting of all faiths? I've never heard a bigger joke in my life....And if in some instances it is true...it certainly doesn't include Muslims...(unless of course you a "moderate" or have adopted the life style they see as befitting for us...or in other wors what makes life easier for them).
It just makes me so angry...
To think that I'm seen as an inferior...because of my faith. Even to say it its wrong...why can't people see that? why is everyone so damn blind!
Subhana'allah you even get stared up by the Muslims now...we've become so disconected.

So...where was I before I got caught up in a rant?! ah yeah, shopping...So I wen't out and got some nice little trinkets...found lurking in the back of a shop...lucky finds eh.
Managed to compleate one of the very anoying esseys that I had to do (finaly!)...We had guests this moring so I didn't do all that much work (and yes actualy, that IS an excuse...lol). My mums been teaching het mates Fusha Arabic (and me being the clever girl that I am *ahem* loool) was employed to help out with some of her students. Apparently I'm a good teacher hahaha...(In my dreams maybe lol)

I need to go to bed early...My eyes are watering...

Btw: who likes the new look? eh? eh? eh? ^_^

(necklace...the camera went fuzzy...grrrr)
(Ethnic Bling ^_^ haha)

bOOk's

(went out shopping and got myself two books...Parvanas journey AND listening for small sounds)

Feeling mellow...

Had homework to do from classes...*someone clever* decided we should do an essey on abolishing dean's from school (i.e stuards...prefects)...what would I know? I don't go to school *duh*. *someone clever* the sugested we do an essey on trees and the animal eco system...(because thinking of somthing rational would of been far to hard (obviously)).
How would you begin a letter to the goverment sugesting they abolish prefects? with the reason being that they create division between students (o_0...just don't ask...please don't ask).

I'm officialy not going to the classes with the anoyence any more...shes resigned her place *wooow* (wrong I know...but life will be easier) apart from the fact that her sister (a good freind) can't go eather (anoying). But then I suppose you can't have the best of everything eh?
one or the other unfortunatly...shame though :(...we kill it at school rofl.

I've just realised my name means lucky OR fortunate...the definition given was auspicious (lucky future)...but I don't think thats correct, so we'll just go woth fortunate lol...Well hey...I've got a nice name :D

I've been thinking about things I might need to take to DZ...the list is big...


A mellow song....

It'll eather make you or break you...

So whats life been throwing at me lately?...

Many various things actualy...none of them that interesting to be honest...But I'll live (hopefully lol).
I had a math test at classes today...and gues what! I succesfully managed to answer...THREE QUESTIONS....*looser theme tune*
Sad? Yes, I think so. Well hey, at least I make up for it in other subject...would you class that a bonus? *ahem*

Feeling random yesterday...I decided to think about how people veiw me...(which is usualy a place I never venture to...Its like asking someone a question you know you'll detest the answer to...just a plain no go zone).
They must think I'm a compleate loser huh? Most of the people I know have some sort of *them factor* I don't realy think I have one...I'm more of a...nutter...would probably be the apropriate word...neather here nor there...stuck in the grey matter...(unfortunatly)
Anyway...so that was relitivly interesting *ahem* Not that I came to a conclusion...But hey it was worth a try.

I have succesfully compleated lotts of work masha'allah...see I knew the day would sudenly arrive compleatly un welcome (lol)..and hey it did masha'allah. So I'm on track (lets just hope i stay there huh). Otherwise I'm in for some trouble...were booking the exams so It'll be offical...and there will ber absoloutly no lazing about...there won't be any time for it.

I made rima overjoyed the other day with information that a letter was coming her way (dpn't start dancing again!), Hmm...I think I like wrting letters...Omce I start I find myself unable to stop...It becomes addictive, Don't get me wrong I'm not a good writer...I just like the whole "experiance"...whatever that is.

I've been having mental brain blocks lately...basicly the inability to think rationaly or do anything without creating a big mess...I had a few bursts of energy wasted on paper and that was it...I'm officialy brain dud. Dopesn't happen very often (ahem) but when it does...it gets me hard...trust me its anoying.

I also had a burst on energy which resulted in a poem...read over again in the moring it turned out to be extreamly cheesy, and I was disapointed (you would be).

Its okay...

>::me::<

I got a letter from my mate today....A birthday card actualy :S...Now I don't celebrate birthdays, but yeh it was realy lovely of her masha'allah. she sent me a necklave and pin earing (lol...V.cool :D).
Ooooo o_0 and she made a me a cartoon version of me (we won't aknowlege the fact that it doesn't resemble me in the slightest)...and anyway its the thought that counts :D lmao