!!!PASSED!!!

Yaaaaaaaaaay! I passed my GCSE's and am mighty happy about it too...despite the fact that I started crying...lol. I got an A in Arabic & B in RS masha'allah...which is somthing to be proud of cocidering the fact that I've never been to school nor have I ever had any tutors or the like. Now I've just got to hope and pray that I pass my next exam which will be in maths. Hopefully the results will be good and I won't need that much tuition...but then again my maths? thats a scary thought...
I've been fasting for the last few days making up for the days I missed last year round...Its proving hard and I'm zonked...(says more about my sleeping habits actualy). I'm in a rage because a peice of artwork that I had planned has goe drasticly wrong...It looks hidious..shame because the quote on it was fantastic *hasta la victoria siempre* (forever until victory)...(when I have five minuits spare I'm going to rip it up...good ridence to bad rubish).

DONE

(the simple sketch In gold and black........)
(and here we go...the actual one in Ink and silver matalic pen....I'm pleased with it...it turned out better then I expected alhadulilah...so hey)

PEACE

(CHE* A pick in the book I'm reading...he is totaly cool masha'allah....him an Malcols X are the finest!)
(My bedroom wall....talk about over the top...and it continues across the room....posters and the like....lol...kind of weird but at the same time exepsionaly coool yaaay!)
(My mate made this....Its cool...So I'm gonna do it up again insha'allah...but in green....)

*WhAtEvEr*

Ok...I made this yesterday...and the reason its looking so amazingly yellow is because I took at night and had to use the night cam...its realy crisp white...but never mind eh. And once again the cam didn't do it justice...its also a little bare...but I can't for the life of me think of anything else to add to it. It reads "you can not seperate peace from freedom...because no man can be at peace unless he has his freedom" malcolm X. Its one of my favorite sayings...so I thught I'd put it on paper...though looking at it...I think it would be better as digital art...so I'll have to see.
(Part of a sketch of a chinese lilly...made with soft pencil...this was made by colouring the whole paper in and then rubing the parts I wanted out with a putty ruber.)
(Blood rose...just somthing In my sketch book)
(just another somthing...ripped crepe paper and a butterfly...you try making sense of it...I can't)
(busy lizies made with water colour pencils...one of two pics...this one is by far the best...)
(arabic caligraphy with pencil....interesting eh...Its an ayah from the Qur'an)
(PEPER...don't start with the speling of the name...its intentional...dont ask...)

BuSy*BuSy*bUsY

(HAD A GO AT A NEW TECHNIQUE...ITS ACTUALY FOOD COLOURING...)

(THE OIL PAINTING GONE DRASTICLY WRONG) Yup...the title sais it all realy...wen't to a freinds house for BBQ the other day and just managed to get myself out of wearing a horendous green dress and green legings (grasshoper springs to mind)...that my mate had picked out for me (I'm sure it was with the best intention...trying to make me look more in...rather then my usual chuck any odd thing on...but hey! thats me for you).(MY NEW EARINGS...LURVE THEM) So yeah I had a realy good time masha'allah...v kewl. Yesterday I went to a make shift colledge (WHAT!) to book exams in English litriture and language....IT....and math....so as you can probebly imagine I'm gonna be well busy! great! but hey I'm looking forward to it masha'allah (I'll be going with two of my mates !bonus!) And aparently IT is easy...we'll see...the only problem realy is math...grrr it realy gets to me, I'm just so darn bad at it, but theres always room for improvment (even more so in my case). Decided for some bizare reason to hack my hair off...good idea?...I think not...It looks kind of awful...and it needs a trim...but I'm afraid that if I go at it again withe scisors somthing drastic might happen...I mean what possesed me to flip my hair over and snip in the first place? ahhhhh pure madness I suppose! Started reading a fantastic book masha'allah...Its called *if I should speak* Its realy funny...good if you wan't a laugh (actualy I'm only a chapter into the book...but anyway). Summer school is officialy over...and I'll miss it...It was fantastic! and I met some realy nice people while I was there...made some good freinds masha'allah...we all had some good laughs too! So yes! finaly I've been doing somthing productive! and I'm gald to say that I took loads of notes...so if ever I'm feeling realy bad because I haven't done anything remotly good...I'll just pull it out and have a flick through! haha! I reckon its probebly one of the best ideas I've had so far.(THE NOTE BOOK!) Both my hands and arm have been henna'd...its actualy extreamly buetiful masha'allah...the prduct of my freinds henna course...lol...although I was thinking of pasing it off as my own... And? I need to gets tudying...eugh. (HENNA...N...GLITTER)

Darb-al-saleen

.:OIL PAINTS:.

Hmmm...Well...I've tried working with oil paints and the out come was catastrophic...It looked revolting...I'm absaloutly disgusted with the painting...and am extreamly grumpy because it didn't turn out the way I wanted it to...oh well...I suppose I'll just have to keep trying right? Its probebly because I'm so used to watrercolour and Ink...
So...I've been atending a summer school...which is way cool masha'allah...My mums been doing a talk every day masha'allah...and there are also three other classes...it gives me somthing to do...and its also good for building up my Eman alhamdulilah. Aside from that there also having trips...so if I'm alowed I'll be going ice scating...erm...me let loose in an ice scating ring...Trouble lies ahead...and if I come home in one piece It will be a miricle...
I've yet to do my homework for the summer school which is at half one...need I say more? so realy I shouldn't be at the computer...but...
I've also started to read a book called 'if I should speak' which looks fantastic masha'allah....

look...

...At what I stuff my face with...O well it was absaloutly marvelous and tasty....so who cares eh?
Total chocolate...dark chocolate...yum! washed down with hot chocolate...a must...

Ok, Ive been preparing for a summer school I'm supposed to be atending...not that I realy have to prepare but still...I've also been readig 'Islam the natruel way' ...well one chapter.
I still havent sewn my pencil role...its geting dusty in a corner of my room...or some where.
And...I'm still working on those work sheets for the summer school...there going ok...If you miss out the fact that I've had to do them 'only allah knows how many times' ...and that the cat walked all over one with muddy paws...there looking ok though masha'allah...
I was supposed to take a maths test online today...but...my maths are so awful theres no point...I know what the result will be...and its not good...
I've been reading about self examinations...looking into your self..(again)...I'm trying to work out how I'm supposed to do this? I've tried and failed...does that say somthing about me? and the state of my mind? or am I being paranoid?...
I've been trying to write a piece of poetry...and its not going well..I think i've hit my thinking peak...it will all go down hill from here do daubt...Plus my exam results are coming this month...So I'm ever so slightly depresed. I also have to make up seven days from last Ramadhan...I've done one...have six more to do insha'allah...
thats about it...

*sketchy*

(the artist at work...things tend to get tossed every where...)
(A simple sketch...started to fill it in with pastel then decided not too...hence the reason it looks kinda weird!)

Penciled in...

(Upside down...Turned around..and all over the show...Arabic letters making the words 'Muslim equals peace')(the lord of the east and the west)
(Allah 3za wajell....I used a tecnique that makes it look like its shining (and no I don't know the name) did it work? dunno...)

I've been...

We'll your gues is as good as mine realy...because as far as I can remember I haven't done much...thats an under statement by the way...because I've been doing nothing...typical eh?
Ok so I have started to make myself another pencil role...the other is falling to pieces....I did go to my Qur'an class...wich was actualy very interesting masha'allah. I've also done "some" reading yaaay! my brain is melting...I found a site were you can exersise your brain...Only I think my brain is beyond repair...so?...
Its finalised...I have to start revising...Its a must and I can't keep hiding..I'll just have to face my fear of maths...truely its horyfying...I don't understand how anyone can enjoy it...English? fine...French? fine...maths? *runs away screaming*....but if I'm going to get anywhere I suppose I'll just have to face up to it eh?
My cat is ridden with fleas...fine for him...not for me...theres the lil rascle...look the wise thing is on the comp...
What else? erm..thinking and? ahh yes! helping mum make a cover for a worksheet thing for a Halaqah for the youth..so far so good masha'allah...I just need to do the rest now!
I'm actualy racking my brains trying to think of things I've done...is that sad? tell me its not...lie if you have to...
Ok I'm not persuing in this...I'm going...and shall return when there realy is somthing to write about...

*Islamic art*

(Made with soft pencil...this one reads...*Muhammed, the best of all creations*)
(this is another made with soft pencil...I'm hoping to recreate it on canvas with acrylic...we'll see...*the front letter is meem taking the place of 'M' to spell muhammed)

Feeling inspired...

(Islamic art...The writing at the bottom is an Ayah from the Qur'an wich read's...*Indeed we have sent it down as an Arabic Quran in order that you may understand* ...I got the idea for this piece from an article in a magazine on the beuty of the arabic languange...they had writing as featured above...an me being me thaught it looked cool...and there you are!...its made with black 'n' turquoise ink)(Yet another go at chinese art using a mixture of inks and water colours...it didn't go as planed and I'm actualy very disapointed...Its a pathetic excuse for chinese ink drawings...The first two atempts got thrown in the bin and its a wonder this one didn't too...*angry artist speaking*)